im tired of standing up for my self. i need an agent preferably a free agent

today i wear myself bad! has time caught up with me? i suppose not. i can still fill myself. but what im feeling leads me to believe ive caught up with time! not now! not ever. it seems im running from my self but myself is to quick. ive out smarted myself. i was named after my uncle michael. he has passed on! no thanks to his being .seems he dident like it! did a image search with his name and realized he was gone along time before anyone thought about him.what about him i wonder. someone so close. i never knew. ill never know. but what is knowing if you think you know. so ill keep asking. ill keep lasting till im gone. im gone.

D.R.

i can feel my skin all ready cold

i can see my path all ready old

within these walls that keep me holed

within these walls my life is told

the family ive hurt completes my worth

the words i write complete my life

most people dont know what life has in stoe

but in a month my life will go

defenders defending my life is ending

most people will know what i look like cold

i hope the states action brings satisfaction

remorse remorse i must pray of course

ive left behind only my mind

ive written this for lives that missed

my life my life ill miss my wife

what ive taken will not be replaced

thats why i feel my lifes been a waiste

repent repent my life now spent

im sorry

deceased